Sunday, August 3, 2008

Somewhere down in Fullerton
there's a place we used to go
to get away from it all
A short(okay not SO short :p) update on how I spend my sunday, without Baby :8(Take some time alone to do some self reflection on your life, Trust me... You'll feel ALOT better after that!(:I know many of you find it weird that I often go tanning or swimming(s) alone.
Its not that I can't find anyone else to go with but sometimes, I really love to be alone, at least like once a week alone to really reflect on what I should/should not do. Which areas of my life, or attitude I SHOULD improve on, to be a better person/or a better friend.

Have you ever had this feeling in your life. Like, you see everyone LIVING for a purpose but you don't know what you live for.
Is it just plain fun? enjoyment. or like they say,
you just enjoy living off your parents?

I know i'm bullcocking right now. But seriously, I'm actually feeling what Porky said the night before. Maybe I'm beginning to understand what you mean now, dearest.
like, I can say I don't give a flying fuck about how people feel about me.
They can hate me for all i fucking care because this is how i roll, and nothing, NOTHING, CAN change that fact about me.
But maybe there IS something wrong about me that I should change.
I get what you mean right now.
Even if you change, its for yourself, not for others. If you CAN be better...
why not?
Right, I think Porky, you've inflicted all your emo syndrome unto me, By Bluetooth...WAHAAHAHAHHAA
:B
Oh well, Porky has quit blogging.(Gasp!) Until she sorts out what she really wants in life. Initially, My mind was like, (WTF!!??).. Sort out what babe, come on you don't have SO MUCH in your life to sort out do you?!
But now, I'm beginning to understand....
Ups and downs in your life really makes you wanna find out which areas of yourself you CAN improve on to being a better person you ought to be.
:8)
Guess Porky's xanga/alltheglitandglam is gonna be on Idle mode for the moment!
Otherhalf, I'll always be here for you!
Later in the evening...I always love groccery shoppings!(:
Cause its also a chance to stock up everything you need with Mommy paying for them! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
:B
Home is always where I spend quality time with Coco dearest(:
You still make my heart melt each time I hold you close.
Tell me you need me too...
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