You really shouldn't be here

28th September 2008I can't stop thinking about you.

At times, Late at night I just have this sudden urge to switch on my laptop just to see pictures of you.

Each time to look at your picture and cry silently to myself. I miss you Coco. So effing much. I'm beginning to feel your missing presence in my life. Come back to me, will you? Do you hear me when I sit next to you at the backyard telling you about my day? I sat there next to you on thursday evening and Saturday afternoon. Can you hear me?

Its been 3 weeks now. How are you feeling? Are you hungry? Did you take regular meals? Do you think of me or have you already forgotten the times we've spent together?

I even googled images of what it'll be like in Bunny heaven. Coco, I'm not crazy. I just want to see what it'll be like up there for you. Can you get used to it. Will you be able to fit in..

The last thing I need to know, is that you're happy now where ever you are.

I was thinking to myself. If I am given two lives to live in this world. I'd give one to you. So you could live together with me. Perhaps we might even leave for heaven together. Then I can visit you as often as I can because we'll be neighbours by then! Bunny heaven would be next to heaven. I'm sure of it!

I love you Coco. I always will.

thanks, the many of you..

xx