Not mine to keep.

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then it's on
When it's love
Yeah, you see them as lover's words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Betrayal.

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All i keep is You

Stay Gold

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YOU WERE FUCKING WITH MY FEELINGS ALL THESE WHILE

WEREN'T YOU

FUCK YOU

0810AM

Remind me again, how I used to hate Monday mornings. Snoozing of alarm clock, crawling out of bed ready to be late for school.. mmhmm..

One blink, Its almost a month since, 3 more days to a month actually..

" ....No... don't.. don't go back there..."

Plans of what lies ahead still remains uncertain.. March 22nd.. I wouldn't need to feel lost... And I continue telling myself that for 15 days..

And i fucking shouldn't have enquired for my voicemail password.... FUCKCDJISHSIUDHUSHDSHIT

As much as I say I don't,
I still..do...
Stay, and don't go...

xx,xx

Past weeks has been hell running away getting drunk almost every other night.
Every waking day living in regret of stupid impulsive actions done the night before.
How Stupid really. How fucking stupid...


Are you really worth it.. why...
must I go though so much pain...

I live everyday afraid to even look at you.
Preventing my eyes from ever meeting yours..
Because each time it does, my heart.. it beats faster...
And I can do is to hide my feelings back with a smile..
I fucking wish I could, could slap myself and regret ever being in places that reminds me of you.
At the same time, nothing feels more comforting than having to see you, even if it is from afar..
It makes it even harder.
I feel broken, I wish I could disappear.



Tears, please stop rolling down my cheeks.
For I know,

I am stronger than this....

Hello March.. I don't like you.

不算什麽 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

3 hours.... its killing me softly..