You really shouldn't be here

Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures on, need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it resonates
It's time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I'll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, not impersonate

I've tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same..